Fez Avery

New Girl Seeking New Boy

Today I’ll dig myself 
a Barbie Dreampool 
to celebrate my pink 
-coming. I know that 
for a girl the pool will 
gleam electric, the sun 
will burn a tangerine 
beach ball in the sky. 
It’s summer now: my 
wants are hot. I’d puff 
my lungs with cotton 
candy just to float on 
top. Now a girl, I’ll 
need a boy to fan me 
by the pool. I want him 
new—still in the box 
so when I cut the tie 
he’ll pop out glistening. 
I’ll build a line of every 
flavor boy: butterscotch 
and bubblegum, superman 
and peach—Real Boys
I’ll call them, and they 
will be, mostly—collectable 
and kissable with real 
plastic hair. I want a 
chocolate strawberry 
milkshake and a Real 
Boy’s stare. I want to 
be called a doll and 
treated something 
sweet. I’m scrubbing 
down my sugar skin 
to plastic myself in the heat. 

Fez Avery is an MFA candidate in Poetry at Virginia Tech, where they also teach. They are a recipient of two Hopwood Awards and a University of Michigan alum. During summers, they teach poetry, spoken word, and creative nonfiction at Interlochen Arts Camp. They recently completed the chapbook The Rules of Witch Stick with co-author Karyna McGlynn, and are at work on their first full-length book, Virgin Plastic.