All gulls covet more than low tide—
more than busted clams and refused oyster shells.
They do what we can’t. They do the dirty work.
When I was five, my mother took me to be baptized,
but I ran back to the car, away from the pastor.
I was too young to be that clean in his capable
arms, and so close to the young man’s belly—
the best part of being saved.
I watch this gull save the dead crab that the current
carried in—planning what needs to be done.
The skill she knows she knows. First the lungs,
then the spine, tiny bones, eyes—the claws long gone.
The inverted carapace picked of meat and innards, prepared
as if for the altar of wet sand, hallowed with dolomite and slate,
masses of seaweed and breathless scaled skins. Knowing that the best
version of ourselves is after death.