Lillian Emerick Valentine

Had Been

Like a parable or a past participle

we had been naked in the lake  
near where those two girls had died. That same  

summer standing in line for an ice cream,  
a friend of a friend who knew them said so.  

So. What to say except that the lake was shallow  
at first and we went in at a run, flapping  

our ankles like two heavy birds bobbing  
a runway out of water. That we had known  

each other’s tendons as a launch. Our arms  
were pinning our breasts—you had breasts,  

then. On the ascent, we dripped past those  
who had seen us naked. It was funny and fleeting:

nothing, not even death, could encompass all  
that lay between our bodies and the world.  

It was summer and the smell of algae claimed  
us, even sorry and still at this parallel loss  

delivered to us on a streetcorner in Portland. The city  
was someone we knew, then. But the lake was inside us. 

Lillian Emerick Valentine (she/her) is a poet and organic farmer from Oregon. She currently lives in Missoula, Montana where she is an MFA candidate and instructor. Her work has been published or is forthcoming in Ecotone, The Fjords Review, Salamander, and other literary journals. Her favorite bird is a kingfisher.