Amy Thatcher

Meditations

              * 
The stain on the ceiling 
reminds me of an old boyfriend.
I menstruated through his bed sheet. 
I hope he never got it out. 
                * 
I am ready to accept  
I’ll never be beautiful. 
No matter how I line my eyes, 
they can see.  
                 * 
Looking back,  
I should have prayed less. 
My sins failed to thrive.  
They died like lame animals. 
               *   
My mother left me 
a wing-back chair I sit in  
sometimes, refusing  
to think of her in paradise. 
               *
I am drawn to sadness 
but not anguish. 
I have the melancholy  
of a half opened umbrella. 

Amy Thatcher is a native Philadelphian where she works as a public librarian. Her poems have been nominated for Best New Poets 2024. Her work has been published in Guesthouse, Bear Review, SWWIM, Rhino, Rust + Moth, Crab Creek Review, Iron Horse Review, and is forthcoming in The Shore, Spoon River Poetry Review, and Denver Quarterly.